January comes to an end...

Can you believe February is almost here? We have almost finished out the first month of 2009. This last month was full of ups and downs. Main Down: Brett's injury. Main up: My brother is getting married and have a baby! I am excited for February because it's Valentines Day and that means at least one day next month I don't have to cook. I have actually been looking forward to it for quite sometime. I have become very selfish with holidays now since starting a family. I take ownership of all of them and feel entitled to be served and given a break. As if my life is so awful or something that I need time away. Even though having three little kids is definitely pull-your- hair-out frustrating most days, they still are the biggest blessing that God has let me be a part of. Not only play a role, but one of the most instrumental roles in their lives, being their mother. I need to get out of the rut that my life is hard and I need a break all the time. My life is amazing, I am able to stay at home with my kids. God will give me the strength, patience, kindness and love for them I need each day.